I'm too emotional, too empathetic, too longing for true love. And as a result, I open my heart to a woman too quickly. I'm not careful enough. When something goes wrong, I feel like someone ripped it out of my chest. The last one I was involved with suddenly pulled away and became cold towards me after six months. I'm tired of everything, on the one hand I want someone to truly love me, and on the other hand I'm always disappointed and I can't handle the stress it causes me. It all seems so pointless.
